The hope of pregnancy, of course, is to have a baby. That part, I'm happy about. But when I found out I was pregnant, I started crying, and I kept crying for much of the day. All day I felt a sense of loss. In the end, assuming everything goes well, I will gain a baby. And that is amazing. But when I first found out about being pregnant, all I could think about was the loss that comes with being pregnant. Things that I'd have to give up kept popping into my head all day.
So, while I'm still feeling good, I will enjoy that.
Yay! I love this idea of documenting each day. I'm excited for you but I get all those feelings you are having. I love you and my new little niefling (is that what it is called?)
ReplyDeleteI was pretty much going to same the same thing. I think this blog will be great for all of us--We will be able to keep up with all that is going on, and the fact that you are writing about your feelings I think will be helpful for you to process them!
ReplyDeleteMa- is that you? I think I was logged into your computer- it's saying I made that comment. (-:
ReplyDeleteI was trying to figure out what was going on. I thought you were telling me that writing my feelings out would help!
ReplyDeleteYes, Melissa that was me. I didn't even realize it was coming as you. I hope Dad can figure it out because I want to be able to keep up with the blog. I think it is ok now.
ReplyDeleteP.S. This was Friday
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